And now I'm back. It's been at least 4 weeks if not more.

Plenty of problems have happened and I've even hurt a favorite co-worker's feelings. Even though I didn't meant or wanted to. Either ways, if I get fired over this it's going to be pretty much an end note. If she treats me like dung... well I won't blame her, but that won't keep me from feeling as if shes being very childish about the matter. She misunderstood our conversation and ended up pretending on being the bigger person.

I guess I'm having even more trouble getting along with others due to my inability willingly lie for the sake of others. In other words fib around a bit.

I updated a few things on my computer while I had buy another power supply after having it for ONLY 3 MONTHS! I even got a new monitor. Yup, now using HD (I think) and the screen is bigger, so now I had to clean my room by... a LOT! Still have a couple of hours of work to do on the room. But I needed to see if my computer would work correctly.

The new vision will take a while to get used to. But this is still sort of cool to see my room in a much better state.

Hi to all and I'm hoping everyone is doing better to me. Especially my friends... which I'm slowly wanting to think of others as friends now. Mainly because I can't help buy worry even more for their happiness as my own sort of becomes more schizophrenic.

Now to find a good game of scrabble.