Why is it that my brothers are so dumb?... Well I guess thats partly my fault in various ways. Either ways, they had been sick for some time and my mom had been taking care of them till she became sick as well. Seems like some sort of stomach virus or something. Either ways, I'm probably next (which would suck because I've been actually been getting plenty of hours this month) and when that day comes, it will be a pretty messed up day for me.

I wonder if there is a woman out there for me... With the way I am, probably not.

The weather has been cold, which is sort of nice. And now I have a scarf. It's a woman's since I couldn't find one in the men's department but no one would really know unless they looked at the tag or had the exact one themselves. Plus I really don't care so long as it did the job. But man do I blush a little bit if and when someone figures it out.

I'm not so fond with going to work lately. Maybe the people there are becoming more like a family. Which means I sort of don't want to spend too much time with them. The more I learn about their lives the harder it is for me to keep my mouth shut in various occasions be they good or bad. Boy do I miss the days when I could just sit in the room and not care about who is in the room with me.